It's been such a long time since I've had time off just for myself. Ok, correction. I'm actually stealing time off from trying to finish some work stuff to have some downtime. I know it's sad. But I just don't know why it just seems as though there's a never ending list of things to do. They call you in and tell you that the Boss wants the document (which will take hours to draft) by the end of the day. At 4pm. Only good news is that end of their day is 8 hrs away because they're in another time zone. But still.

A week ago I thought that I would have some downtime finally since my program was now live. But I guess it's just not to be. I'm just tired because it feels like I haven't had enough time to recover from the past couple of months of crazy work hours just to plunge head first into another round of crazy work hours.

The insane thing is that I can't really complain because I'm not the only one working these hours. A couple of people in the office are also doing likewise. Of course, they're not getting the same pay as I am, they're getting more.

In short, I'm just frustrated. With some people at work, from lack of sleep and of course from stress. I have to honestly say I need a holiday. And I'm not joking. I see a crash coming if it doesn't come anytime soon. ®